Kaitlin

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 07:52:27 GMT

wow....

i forgot about this...and i'm sure no one even reads this anymore since i haven't written in over a year...ha!

well...what's new with me?

Shadow died. I'm heart broken over this. She was the greatest dog in the world! RIP Shadow the Wonder Dog aka Fluffy to those that new her well 6-14-04

I'm in love and have the best boyfriend ever! He's sexy and sweet and i love him!My irish suga!

Nothing else new....why am i writing in this?

Mon, 10 Mar 2003 03:27:37 GMT

what the hell! i think i'm doomed to be a spinster for the rest of my life. everyone is falling in love or is already in love. and i? i have a guy that is hot, is a great kisser, isn't attached to me one bit, i can hook up with him anytime that i want or just have a great conversation with him about nothing in particular. but do i love him or want to be wih him? fuck no! i don't even like that much!

today i watched this movie where this guy and gil live together and are really good friends and whatnot and he like really is in love with her but she doesn't know. then one day her current boy of the moment pisses her off and he storms outta the room. and this guy who's in love with her runs after her takes her in his arms and kisses her incredibly. it's such a great kiss i takes her breath away and when their lips part she say all cute and out of breath "what ar eyou doing?" and he says, "ending our friendship" and kisses her again. OH MY GOD!

ALL I WANT IS TO BE SWEPT OFF MY FEET, BREATHTAKING KISSES, AND TO FUCKING BE IN LOVE! now is that to much to ask?

Mon, 24 Feb 2003 04:17:01 GMT

wow....

friday night was not good...

shots and vodka + kaitlin + really great kisser = hmmmmmmmm def. not good

plus, i had the worst hangover of my life the next morning...shit...won't do that again...

Mon, 17 Feb 2003 05:27:35 GMT

i am bored as hell. there's like 10 feet of snow outside. it's blizzarding. yay. i'm stuck here at home and i so wish i was at Dickie C right now. there are cute boys there, minus stupid ass cracker ex b/f that get on your every last fucking nerve.

i have really done nothing today. yesterday, i went to the mall with Tony, Em, and Roonie(lol). It was fun. Tony is a really nice guy. Not to mention, the best body ever...yum yum yum. But seriously, he's a sweet guy. He's the door-holder type. I would like to get to know him better.

Friday was Valentine's Day. That royally sucked ass. I couldnt' stop thinking about last year and who I was with and how grea it was. I've been feeling a bit on the extra single side lately. The snow/cabin fever isn't helping the matter. This weekend, I'm partying like there is no tomorrow! Holla! lol....

Sun, 02 Feb 2003 06:44:54 GMT

I broke up w/Joe. At first, he said it was mutual but then he said it was all on me. He's right. I didn't love him and that was the only problem our relationship had. I cared about him a great deal. We got along really well. For a while perhaps we may have been in love. But there is a difference between being in love and actually loving someone. Once you have actually loved some one it's hard to be happy when a different relationship just doesn't quite meet that same level. That's really what I want right now. I want to love someone and to be loved in return. But I don't think that is a route I should try to take at this point. I need to have some time for me. I need space. I need freedom. But, I want love. I want a connection. I want my soulmate. "I am a prisoner of a want and need."

Sat, 25 Jan 2003 19:17:40 GMT

Last night was the most fun ever. I went over to Dickie C after work. There wasn't a real plan for the evening just drink and find a party.

Aaron was kickass for getting me Skyy Blue. I drink that shit like soda....yum yum. Plus the bottle is pretty. We all got pretty fucked up though. Em was the worst. She couldn't go to TKE w/us b/c she was so sick. Poor gal.

The party at TKE was so much fun. Christie, Kerri, Pam, that girl w/the parrott nose, Maleeka, and me were all dancing on the stage. Tom and Brett joined us later...shortly followed by the lacrosse boyz. Joe wasn't there. He was sleeping >:-[ .

The cops came around midnight and broke the party up. That sucked. Plus my buzz and worn off by then and it was cold walking back to Dickinson. Thank god for Brett and his big red truck!

Around one Joe finally woke up. He came into Tom and Aaron's room where we all were hanging out. Grrrrr. Then everyone left us ALONE so we could "talk". It ended up that we screamed at each other. Then we kindda made up. We haven't been speaking all week.

The thing is, I dunno if I wanna be with him anymore. I'm feeling suffocated by him, and if you knew Joe then you would undstand. Ah well, I told I needed more space but that we wouldn't be breaking up and that we can try to work things out.

I really did have fun last nite tho. I think most of it was b/c Joe wasn't there. I felt free. I was dancing with everyone. Tom, Brett, J.D., Jeremy, Cardone...And random guys too. I mean I'm just friends with all those guys but if Joe had been there I couldn't have danced with all my friends cuz he'd freak out and think they were hitting on me. He's got real issues with that.....oh well, i just don't like being tied down i guess. As Tom says we are way to young to be in serious relationships. Maybe he's right. Or maybe I just haven't found that special guy yet...

B L A H !

Fri, 17 Jan 2003 05:21:41 GMT

Hey everyone...long time no...uhhh talk??? i guess...

See this is what happens when I have too much time on my hands...I revert back to my old LJ days...

I really have nothing to say...so here's a survey:

BASICS
Name: Kaitlin.
Sex: Female.
Birthday: May 7, 1984.
Height: 5'6.5".
Hair Color: Brown.
Eye Color: Green.
Eye Color of Choice: Green...it's kindda unique.
Writing Hand: Right.

BODY ILLS AND SKILLS
Nervous Habits: Tapping my foot.
Do you bite your nails? Yeah, sometimes.
Are you double jointed? NOpe.
Can you roll your tongue? Once.
Can you blow smoke rings? Nope.
Can you blow spit bubbles? Yeah.
Can you cross your eyes? Yes.

CLOTHES
On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet? Usually $20.00 or less.
What jewelry do you wear 24/7? Three rings that I bought in St. Michael in Paris and my bracelet that my aunt gave me from Ireland that say "I am of Ireland" in Gaelic.
What's the sexiest article of clothing on a guy/girl? Pants on a guy.
Your Favorite Piece of Clothing: My jewlry.
Pajamas: they're uhhhh nice?

FOOD
Do you wind your spaghetti or cut it? Wind it up baby.
Have you ever eaten Spam? Nah dude.
How often do you brush your teeth? Usually twice daily but sometimes more often.
How often do you shower/bathe? At least once a day.
How long does your shower last? About 15-20 minutes.
Hair drying method: Towel.
Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? Yeah.
What colors has your hair been? Brown w/Blond Highlights.
Do you paint your nails? Mostly clear.

MANNERS
Do you swear? Fuck no mother mucker.
Do you ever spit? Nah.

WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE...
Actor/Actress: no not really.
Food: Food is wonderful and I like all different kinds.
Month: May.
Day: Sunday.
Cartoon: South Park.
Shoe Brand: Well, I can't afford Gucci or Coach, but I sure do love 'em.
Subject in school: English or Music.
Color: Blue.
Person to talk to online: Aaron, Krii, and Will.
Sport: Football.
Body part on/in you: Eyes, too bad I'm practicly blind.
Movies: Lock, Stock, and Two Smoking Barrells ~ Snatch ~ Pulp Fiction ~ Trainspotting ~ Breakfast at Tiffany's ~ The Matrix ~ Harry Potter ~ High Fidelity ~ A Clockwork Orange ~ Roman Holiday ~ The Lord of the Rings (both of them) ~ My Fair Lady ~ Dude, Where's My Car? ~ that's it!
Holiday: Christmas.
Magazine: W and In Style
Vacationing Spot: Paris.
Thing To Do In The Summer: Travel and Sleep.
Thing To Do In The Winter: Stay inside and drink hot chocolate.
Perfume or Cologne: Guys ~ Cool Water, Candies for men, and Curve, on me~ Heavenly by Victoria's Secret, Burberry Touch, and Verra Wang
TV Station: HBO.

IN AND AROUND
The CD Player: Old New Found Glory.
Person you talk most on the phone with: Joe and Em/Arrrrroooon
Ever taken a cab? Several times.
Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? Oh man, all the time...i'm very self conscious.
What color is your bedroom? Blues.
Do you use an alarm clock? My radio.
Name one thing you are obsessed with: The guys in Lord of the Rings and freaking Harry Potter.
Ever sunbathed nude? Nope.
Window seat or aisle?: Window.

LA LA LAND
What's your sleeping position? on my right side.
Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? Yeah.
Do you snore? I don't know.
Do you sleepwalk? No.
Do you talk in your sleep? I have before.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? My bunny.
How about with the light on? NO.
Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? No.

P.S. I love America and I'm sorry for being a bitch before.

Fri, 21 Jun 2002 04:24:30 GMT

hi everyone. i'm home now and i hate it. america sucks bigtime. the food sucks. public transportation sucks. tv sucks. the people suck. i missed my family and that was about it. oh yeah, and shadow.

the trip was awesome. i fell in love with vicky's cousin and he's moving to the u.s. in november to be with me and have a better life.

vicky and i decided that i'm going to be the first of our friends to get married and have kids. yup. i betcha.

i know it seems like i'm moving fast but it's not everyday you find your soulmate.

I LOVE YOU, JOHN!

anyway, live journals are gay and so is delaware and so is me not being able to see john until november and i could go on and on...

but my point was that i'm not writing anymore in here. it's pointless and petty.

yolla!

Wed, 05 Jun 2002 02:26:45 GMT

G O O D B Y E ! ! ! ! !

<3 much love <3

Tue, 04 Jun 2002 04:17:14 GMT

i'm a fucking graduate...

finally...

and in less than a day i'll be in europe...

life is good

Thu, 30 May 2002 03:16:45 GMT

meh...i'm tired but i should probably post since i haven't in a few days. nothing new. went to school today for practice. gay as shit. i went to the midget village tonight. always a treat. that's it!

Tue, 28 May 2002 04:40:01 GMT

you know what really fucking pisses me off? people. that's what. i hate people. i hate when people treat you like shit to impress some one else and then when that person treats them like shit they come crawling back. and then!!!!! months later they feel sorry for themselves or whatever and go back to the people that originally treated them like shit thus going to back to treating you like shit b/c YOU are the bad friend who didn't go out of you way to be a GOOD friend to them. and why does all this occur??? because the world is a fucked up place. this is exactly why i hate people and especially those who claim to be my friend...

on a lighter side of things, i saw some old ladies house get hit my lightening today. there was an explosion and fire and lightening and a scared little old lady running around while my boy scout grandfather helped her...interesting site....

Mon, 27 May 2002 05:22:04 GMT

today was very interesting!

so i go to the mall right? and in i walk to Victoria's Secret to visit Vicky herself. and what to my wondering eyes should appear? but none other than miss fitch showing bras to an aussi who was smiling with cheer! (it rhymed so sue me) and he was handsome tooooooo! :-) good thing he gave her all these clubs in London for us to go to in a week! whoop whoop!

after purchasing an adorable slumber outfit i plan on taking to europe with me at Vicky's, i headed for other fine establishments located in the shopping vicinity. and after buying aproximately 100 dollars worth of clubbing shirts and jewlry i ran in to an old friend of mine from work and her girlfriend. wonderful people. and they had a fine story to tell me! a former best friend/co-worker of mine whom we will lovingly call from now on "Bambi" was out with her partner in crime whom we will now call "Player on Underaged Girls," just Player for short. they met up with Player's brother "A.A." who was, as some like to put it, "trashed"/ now A.A. some how conned the not so bright Bambi into letting him drive her brand new completely hooked up honda civic. why? we will never know. So, A.A. and Bambi decide to take a drive and low and behold A.A. totals the car. Big surprise. Well A.A. and Player run to Daddy who opens up his wallet and buy Bambi a new car exactly like her old one and pays for all her medical bills. Man! What a good story...

finially...

I met the greatest guy today at the mall. His name is Matt and he lives in slower Delaware but that's cool! He's really sweet and Vicky even thinks he's totally hot! ouch! Anyway, we totally hit it off. He walked me to my car and opened the doors and stuff for me. and he kissed my hand helping me into my car. ::sigh:: quelle chivalry! He asked for my number so I hope he calls. It'd be nice to go on a date before I leave. I dunno...maybe to have something to come home to as well...especially since i'm leaving a lot of things behind when i go. a lot of things i've been holding onto. i haven't kissed anyone since him, and that was two months ago. it's been two weeks since i talked to him last, but i still think of him... a lot. i really genuinely loved him with all my heart. he was one of my best friends. i loved him for him. for everything that he was and everything that i was because of him. you know, people are thrown into our lives for a reason. he was the first person i loved. the kind of can't sleep can't eat can't breathe think about them all the time dream about them in the night pray that they never leave time stopping for us life altering immense passion and never being the same ever kind of love. the kind you compare everyone else that walks into you life to. the kind that no matter how many tears they brought still bring a smile at the memories. yeah...

we shall see what happens in the near future...

Sat, 25 May 2002 03:23:31 GMT

i want to go to Europe right now. delaware sucks. the people here suck. the memories here suck. it's been two months why can't i fucking get ahold of myself? i dunno. i just have this feeling that there is something or someone out there waiting for me. i'm going to find it...

hoobastank = incubus

Fri, 24 May 2002 03:11:21 GMT

tonight i discovered that hoobastank is incubus. at least, they sound a like and they resemble each other. i listened to the whole hoobastank cd and i came to the conclusion that they have completely mimicked the sound incubus was going for. i don't know if that was the intention or not, but if it was they did an excellant job. now, i really like hoobastank. i think their lyrics rock and their music is cool as shit....but...incubus is god. plus, the lead singer from incubus is, well we're going to get married and have sex all the time...

i was thinking that if the drummer from system of a down, the guitarists from tool, the basist from 311, and the lead singer from incubus decided to get a band together it'd be fucking awesome. they'd be the greatist band on earth because they are all the best in what they do.

other than that, nothing else is new.

the easyjet web site sucks and it won't let me book the freakin flights i need to book. fuckers...

well, lj, until we meet again...

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sleep deprived

Thu, 23 May 2002 02:28:55 GMT

awww man. the series finale of Felicity was gay. She ended up with Ben! the cheater! what the fuck! i'm sorry but i think she belonged with Noel. ain't love grand?

it's weird. i haven't been online since monday and i had about 15 emails. hmmm.

last night i went to see Spiderman with Andrew. it was fun. the movie was okay. i mean i enjoyed it totally but it just seemed to be misisng something. maybe the dialog wasn't to par? whatever. i had fun with Andrew.

today was gay as shit. my mom burst into my room at 630 to say "get up. you have to drive me to work and your sister to school because the van has two flat tires." now mind you i didn't go to bed until 1 so i was in the midst of REM and had no idea what she was talking about. but i got up and took them and then laid on the couch all day with a mirgine because of it. fuckers. i better not have mono, vicky...

now i'm going to bed because my head still hurts and i feel like i have a hangover which is impossible since i haven't drank anything in ages...good night.

Tue, 21 May 2002 03:17:42 GMT

i smell like Andrew and my toes and fingers are numb! what the fuck? it's all downhill (sean hill? hmmm) from here. this night was cool as shat(or shit, whatever). but i don't feel like typing so i'm going to pretend like i'm sleeping since chai doesn't exactly induce a dormant state of consciousness. meh...whatever...can i have this quarter? i said NO!

Mon, 20 May 2002 02:40:48 GMT

today: nothing

study? what is that? nahhhhh

i wanted to go get water ice with Andrew, but no...i have to have another migrine...fucker

i've been getting them a lot lately

hmmmmm...

tomorrow i have two exams and then i'm done for good...never have to go back there ever ever again...until graduation bullshit...THANK GOD! and then i'm going out to breakfast with Andrew...yay!

i like when i take some one off my AOL buddy list so i don't have to see their sn but leave them on my AIM buddy list so i can periodically check to see if they are on...hmmmm

i want to be in love again...came to that realization today after watching movie after movie of people ending up happily ever after...i am pathetic

don't you hate it when you have popcorn stuck in your gums and you can't get it out?

this was such a wasted entry...

Sat, 18 May 2002 05:03:18 GMT

Which Kiss Are You?

A day in the life... Friday, May 17, 2002

Today's perfume: CK One...i think if i remembered to
Today's attire: aero men's seats and a low cut blue and grey striped tee shirt
Today's hair: blow dried straight
Today's shoes: birkenstocks
Today's jewelery/accessories: the norm
Today's housemates: mom, dad, ry, shadow aka fuzzy
Today's book: new Victoria's Secret magazine!
Today's other half: none :-(
Today's bed: un-made cuz i had crazy dreams in it while trying to get rid of my migrine
Today's food intake: cereal, pizza, salad
Today's Music: dashboard
Today's mood: blah
Today's cigarette consumption: none :-(
Today's TV watching: Rosie, The View, three movies: Wurthering Heights, KIDS, and Life as a House
Today's mission: sleep....succeeded
Today's quote: **i want to live beneath the dirt, where i am free from push and shove like all those swarming up above. beneath your heals ill spend my time. ill wiggle in the earth and dew, and sometimes i will think of youb and if you ever think of me, kneel down and kiss the earth and show me what this thought it worth** *~* Phish

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Sat, 18 May 2002 04:43:48 GMT

oh my...the boredom is overpowering my ability to think...

today i did a whole lotta nothing...i woke up with a migrine...ate some cereal, watched Rosie and The View, got a shower and then went back to bed...

i had a crazy dream too...i dreampt i had a party and a weird mix of people from my class showed up...and then i ended up getting really mad at some one who was there and i took them upstairs to yell at them and then they kissed me and we ended up having wild passionate sex...

then that person called me to see what i was doing tonight which is totally weird cuz that person hasn't ever called me...

it made me laugh though...hmmmm

i'm so bored...i haven't talked to Andrew since the picnic yesterday which kindda sucks...

Vicky's sick which means right off the bat that i have nothing to do cuz anything without her is just plain boring...poophead

i hate the fact that i have to work tomorrow too...10 to 4...boring boring boring...i hope it's slow and maybe i can leave early...hopefully...

i'm going to that show tomorrow too...hopefully to see Little League if they haven't already played by the time i get there...i wonder if i'll run into Joe or James...that might be weird...

ahh well, in any event i hope tomorrow is better than today even though sleeping all day is fun...night!

Thu, 16 May 2002 22:22:23 GMT

wow i'm writing early today...

i love being off of work and school...i wish money grew on trees so i wouldn't have to work anymore and i could just go out back and pick a hundred rigth off a branch...

i went in to see if i was exempt from my Lit exam today...i have a fucking 91! grrrrr...I love Mrs. Gibbons though. She's cool as shit.

Andrew and I went on a picnic today. i was almost eaten by a bee, and a squirrel had lunch with us. it was so much fun. We should do it again sometime!

right now i'm bitter again...

top 5 people i like right now:::
5. my sister
4. my dog
3. chris
2. vicky
1. andrew

Thu, 16 May 2002 04:13:59 GMT

no more school...

no more school...

i just finished watching Felicity again. Everytime i watch it i get chills because it's so much like what happened to me. except, the one Felicity wants to be with, she is with...

my ears hurts...damn earrings

Keith wrote me another letter. I'm very happy to report he is coming home in about a month. I cannot wait to see him. he's gonna look so good...all armied up and muscle filled...yea...

I'm talking to my old friend Chris right now...haven't talked to him in ages...maybe he'll take me out sometime to catch up...ya know, since we used to be friends or whatever

Saw the two Matts on main street...that was interesting...they want to go on a road trip with vicky and me cuz we "rock" as they put it...hmmmm

this just in...Chris is single...hmmmm...but still caught up on the ex...too bad i'm friends with her...hmmmm...i guess...but i think she doesn't like me since she found out Chris stopped by before he left for college again back in ummmm early December??? of 2000 and kissed me...and because he was such a good kisser i happened to kiss him back...they weren't together then though...yea....still have no idea how she found out...

i'm feeling very prone to the opposite sex tonight...i mean i'm not one for casual hook ups or anything...but i would like a little peck every now and then...just to know that i'm not entirely repulsive...hmmmmm...something to think about

::yawn:: i'm going to bed to dream about the hot Bon Jovi wannabe and the Blue Eyes from DoMe....what a great night

Wed, 15 May 2002 03:21:46 GMT

tomorrow is my last day...

i'm not sure if i'm scared or happy yet...

i think i may talk to some one i haven't talked to in a while...try and patch things up before it's all over

after all, there isn't anything left after this...

there are some people i will miss a whole lot...

when i think back on everything these past years have given me...

i'm so much more happy now than i ever have been...the people i've chosen to surround myself with now and the greatest people in the world.

i love each and every one of you so very much. all i have to say is thank you.

Tue, 14 May 2002 02:47:54 GMT

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Tue, 14 May 2002 01:56:30 GMT

meh...today was just one of those days...

my throat still hurts really really bad...i'm thinking maybe i need to go get tested for strep...whatever

i'm doing my lit project right now instead of my french project...i'm having way more fun with lit. i think i'm going to do the extra credit part too. it isn't much more work. i already have a poem i wrote picked out. i wrote it a year ago. about him which brings back a lot of unwanted memories. but it's a good poem and it will get me an A.

speaking of him tim just told me to tell that person to fuck off and get with the other person

ha

i feel like mint chocolate chip ice cream. the green kind. in a cake cone. yea...

top 5 reasons graduating is cool:

5. teachers WHO SHALL REMAIN NAMELESS like to give you 9 million project 2 days before your last day of classes...

4...the smarter ones decide to make you do all this work, go out and buy clothes, video tape rehersals and then say it isn't due anymore let's watch a movie

3. we get to clean out our lockers ummm how many weeks before our last time in that building? 2? 3?

2. they hold your cap and gown hostage until all your paper work is in! mwah ha ha ha ha

1. i have two more days of classes...who the fuck cares?